happiness

the video is kind of stupid, it could be something great to match this song. but i love this song so much. its kind of eerie no?
ive had some friends visiting me from england for the past two weeks so i've been way busy and very tired.
update with photos soon.
i got a new camera.
i turned 21.

It cannot be helped.

I've tried to keep this blog thing as impersonal as possible, but atm I need to vent so why not do it here?
When I thought that I couldn't be more disappointed by people I know, today I was actually disgusted by certain actions taken by one of them. I suppose I can tolerate when guys my age fuck around with girls who are just 18, but I am TRULY disgusted when they fuck girls who still have a few years left of high school. Are boys that pathetic and desperate that they go back a few years and sleep with a girl who's 16? someone who was born in the 90's? ew.
I get so nervous for my generation sometimes because we make terrible decisions and have no motivation. A lot of the guys are just so DUMB, butgranted so are the girls. I try my best to brush off soooo many things that seem to happen in my life, one bad thing after the next, and ignore the fact that my friends make one bad life choice after the next, but sometimes i just can't let it go. I think that common sense must have been vetoed if you were born after 84', because I haven't witnessed it in anyone my age. Another thing I've noticed is that if we can treat our friends so terribly, I can't imagine how our enemies would feel. ok that was a stupid rant, but it had to be said even though it doesn't make sense.

i think my point it that my generation is whack and I'm disappointed in us.

and I'm really scared for our future





happy independence day i guess..